Thought He brings me grief…
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¨Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.” Lam.3:32
Nine years and seven days ago I left secular work to begin a march toward missionary life and pursue a calling that would not let me go. By the grace of our great nation loving God, we left desiring to lay hold of that for which Christ has laid hold of us. Our journey has been flesh withering and joy-filled, but never could it be characterized as easy or “fun” like a kind of Christian camp experience. Most of you know by now of the violent break in of our home on November 8th and the terror that three wicked men brought to Gail and Ian. I especially want to thank you all for your encouraging letters and the constant prayers you have offered to God on our behalf. We have felt the unfailing love of God in the midst of a circumstance designed by Him for our sanctifying and the building up of his church in Argentina.
I am writing you today to formally express what many of you already know by now, that the Lord has changed our battlefront and we will be coming back to the US for the near future. The reasons for this decision reached by the counsel of our elders will be outlined more clearly in another article by Pastor Bob Selph who has, by kind providence, literally walked with me in this journey since the first day. I want to now simply tell you about what great things the Lord has done in Argentina in recent months which have so greatly encouraged our broken hearts through these past few weeks.
Many of you may remember after constituting the church on May 11th, the next month we lost the building we had been meeting in for the previous three years. We moved to a rented space in town and the church went on with plans for the annual pastor’s conference and outreach. We arranged the second leg of visits by Pastor Jim Adams to coincide with the conference and with the needs of William Carey Seminary in Cordoba. The theme of the conference was “Salvation is of the Lord” and the topics would cover the order of salvation in its doctrinal and experiential detail. So beginning with our redemption rooted in the Trinity itself to the restoration of all things by the power of the gospel Pastor Jim, Pastor Omar Ramos of Chile, Pastor Freddie Burk of Argentina and I, tried to lay out each glorious phase of God’s redemption in Christ. In addition we gave as a gift to each pastor attendee several books, “Redemption, Accomplished and Applied” by J. Murray; “The introduction to the death of deaths…” by Packer; and for the first time in Spanish, “Spurgeon and Hyper Calvinism” by I. Murray. Generally speaking, we sold more books this year at this conference than any previous conference we have held or been apart.
The conference this year was split between locations in Carlos Paz and the seminary in Cordoba. The attendance however, was very strong in each place. More than 35 attended the meetings during the day sessions in Carlos Paz and the evening services in Cordoba were attended by nearly ninety each night. Despite many obstacles, pastoral attendance was very strong with more than 20 pastors or church leaders. We had the unique pleasure of having with us this year three young men who having had contact with the conference in earlier years, wanted to come to assist and to be an encouragement to us, David Adams from Medellin Colombia, Zac Coventry from Quito, Ecuador, (along with two pastors who came with him) and Nathan Sinclar of Christ Church, New Zealand. All three were a tremendous blessing to us and greatly enriched our fellowship together by the grace ministered to us through their acts of humble service. Such examples of single-hearted, Epaphroditus-like devotion are too rare among young men. Many young men long to teach, but few long to serve in hard duties at their own expense.
Following the conference in Argentina, Jim, Omar, David and I left for Chile to continue preaching the themes of God’s redemption in Santiago. We were joined there by Pastor Cesar Guzman of Santiago who until recently was the dean of the Anglican Seminary in Santiago. Now he is seeking to plant a new congregation in Santiago. Dr. Guzman is a very fine expositor and teacher of the scriptures and we immediately found sweet fellowship with him. The conference in Santiago was held each evening for three nights with a steady group of 30-40 who attended.
After closing the conference in Santiago we immediately left for the southern part of Chile following the only major highway through that narrow country, eight hours, to the city of Temuco. Pastors Adams and Guzman had preached there the previous year with a wonderful welcome by about 70 pastors who enthusiastically invited us back. Unfortunately, after participating in only the first evening with the men, it was the next morning that I received the chilling phone call that Gail had been held hostage and Ian’s life threatened. With the help of many brethren and much prayer I was able to return back home to Carlos Paz in twelve hours. I cannot here describe to you those next few days of terror, anger, grief and pain as we considered what had happened and what to do next. Our bedroom had become a crime scene of unforgettable proportions to my wife. One imprecatory psalm after another ran through my head as I tried to comfort my wife and calm our home and lives. After several days and counsel from several pastors and friends I decided that the best solution, for the moment was for us to return to a secure place where Gail could heal and seek counsel about our future. I cannot go into all the detail here but over the next few weeks it became clear that the Lord himself was extracting us from Argentina and by means we would not have chosen for ourselves, we had not merely been made the target of evil men but of God himself, for the sake of his purposes in Argentina. I am convinced that Christ loves his church and we are merely expendable instruments of what He is doing in building his church. This truth would become clearer to me in practice as the next weeks unfolded.
Following the heartache of the decision to leave, the pain and regret of what appeared to be a vision lost, I came back to Argentina accompanied by Pastor Bob to pack up, sell, sort, give away and otherwise dispose of all our belongings that could not be put in an army bag or trunk. The last few weeks have been very emotionally and tearing to my soul. I have been made to live on the promise, “Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.” The Lord of unfailing love has ministered to my grieving heart by my dearest brother and Pastor Bob Selph through hours of conversation and reflection upon the work of the missionary-pastor, but even more through his gracious acts in his church in Carlos Paz. We came here with the hope of seeing a truly indigenous confessional, reformed Baptist church planted, resting upon the sure foundation of the Scriptures and working by the leadership of the Spirit of Christ among them. In these weeks of our grief and separation from them, we have seen them locate a new place of worship in a evangelistically strategic place in Carlos Paz; secure the building with their own offerings and committed giving; remodel the building for worship with their own funds and working together with David Adams as project manager, they completed the work and began worship on the 11th of January 2009. Pastor Jorge Molina and the deacons Claudio Molina and Alejandro Catalano have been greatly used of the Lord to shepherd and challenge the congregation to independence and stability in a way that only the Spirit of God could do. They are very young and few, but I believe that God has set his seal of blessing upon his church and it will find great success without the missionary presence.
If that were not enough to witness, I was still troubled to think of the brothers in San Nicolas. The four families who have longed for us to move there and complete the work of founding a reformed Baptist church there for the past year were deeply upon my heart. What would happen to them? How would they stand? After Bob returned home, Claudio, Amy and I went to visit them and to talk to the face to face about the future of their fellowship. What I expected to find was discouragement and despair. What I discovered was a small but now newly determined group who met for the first time on the previous Sunday morning and laid plans for meeting each week to the end of constituting a church according to the will of God. Nico Griboff and Juan Lugo along with their families and friends number about sixteen. Ideally they need a church planter-evangelist to come along side them. But believing that Christ will lead them, they long to see a clear testimony of truth and righteousness raised up on San Nicolas. I have come to believe that such self-determination in a body is the first step toward establishing an identity as a church of Jesus Christ. Along with the full support of Misión de la Graica in Carlos Paz, Centro Crecer church in Cordoba and our counsel from a distance they would go forward by God´s grace supplied to them through his sure word.
What more could I ask of the Lord to comfort my soul as we leave? By mere human sight, these are fragile works, but spiritually speaking they are as fragile as the power of the Triune God that upholds them and the grace of the cross that will sustain them. Our future is uncertain but the past proves to me that Christ has lead us and he has not erred but rather done all this for the good of his church and renown of his glory in Argentina. Wasn’t that the whole reason we came and for which we were sent? We have deposited our treasure and while we will continue in contact with Argentina in an auxiliary way, I can say I have nothing left to give. For the first time in my life we have no physical address, no furniture, a borrowed car, even all the books I came with I will leave to Argentines to use, yet we feel abundantly supplied and rich for having done the will of God. There are many things that I would now do differently, but by the grace of God, I can say that I could have done nothing with more zeal or sincerity as a gospel missionary or evangelist.
I want to thank you again for your faithful support of me as an association of churches and gospel loving individuals. We continue to need your prayers as the events of recent months have left us very weak. Pray that we will accept no substitute but that we may find our rest in Christ alone. We are hopeful that this is but a pause in our formal missionary labors, however whether it is or not, we have placed our trust in the wisdom of the All Wise, “so great is his unfailing love.”
In gospel bonds,
Don




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